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(Source: fuckyeahloldemort)
5:34 pm
5:38 pm
5:45 pm
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6:04 pm
6:19 pm
(Source: fuckyeahloldemort)
I’ve been feeling down in the dumps. Am I seriously fat or something? Why do I feel like people are constantly pointing fingers at my weight? I look the same, I act the same way I do everyday, and I weigh the same for the past five months. I watch what I eat. I dont really need people to tell me what I can and can’t eat. It doesn’t make me mad when I hear jokes about my weight but it does rip me up little by little silently. I think I’ve done a pretty darn good job fighting my emotions for a very long time. In fact, I’m so good at it, I got tired of holding back. I just wanna lash out at everyone. It’s like what do you want me to do? I’m going crazy. I really am. I don’t want to lose weight. If I do so, I’m basically saying I AM FAT which I’m not. For someone who’s 5’3 and weighs 124 pounds I think I’m quite fit. Everyone I know and am close have been pointing out my weight for weeks now…. I silently cry to myself so often, I lost track. You may think I’m over reacting but unless you’ve been in my shoes you don’t deserve a DAMN right to say anything. You never been called names, you’ve never been an outcast amongst the people you know, you’ve never been bullied, and you’ve NEVER EXPERIENCED pain like the way I have. I feel as though hurting myself is going to be a last resort in feeling better. Just do me a favor and leave me alone…. I don’t need help and I don’t need conversations that will break even more than I already am. Words have hurt me to the point where I’m feeling horribly devastated. I just want to be in my own little world like how I was before. I’ve picked myself up before without anyone’s help and I can do it again. I may be weak now but I’m better off that way. I’ve been strong for too long……
I thought the movie was so stupid with the whole alien attacking because of NASA’s fault. It was not entertaining to me at all until shiet started going down. When the Navy started taking down the aliens, SHIET GOT EPIC. Man, it was so awesome. I was hella digging the bombardments. The torpedoes were so cool! Haha I loved it.
My parents are so cool with my boyfriend sleeping over. Im so happy about it. I can have him over really late and stuffs without getting in trouble. Eek. My boyfriend is so cute. It’s been about a year and a half. ;) haha. It feels like forever with this nigguh. I never get tired of being with him unless he annoys me but I guess that’s the whole point of being in a relationship. You get annoyed, mad, sad then your frown is flipped upside down. ;) I couldn’t ask for a better boyfriend.
“cap”
“cap”
“what is it bruce”
“hulk like cap smell”
“bruce, please stop”
“does hulk smell patriotism”
(Source: ariannestark, via emely)